20th January, yup 20th January was the day when I followed you. You’re totally unaware yet that how I followed you even after being unknown to each other😂 so the story behind I followed you that day, I’m kinda afraid telling😂 but have to share, ok so that day I saw you at a function (I exact don’t remember what kinda function was that….jaago or something else) I saw you at that function that day and I never knew that we’re gonna be talking further…I was like “wow! Kya ldka hai.” Or ussi din m vhi function p tumhare mumma se bhi milli. Or mujhe 1% bhi idea nii tha vo tumhare mumma hai…ghar aake main thori stalking shuru kri (don’t take me wrong ok?😂) us din m stalk naa krti hu toh shyd aaj hum log baat naa kar rahe hote…

Ok so for raat ko kya hota h…I was talking to my brother (keshav) m usse har baat share krti hu toh mne ye bhi share kri…I literally told him that I’m stalking a guy (you = Ash)…or mne dekh li tumhari story out of curiosity😂 fr mne btaya keshav ko or usne you’re cooked now….or fr mne tb follow tumhe or vo raat fr m or keshav sirf yhi Soch rhe thee ki tumse baat krne ki kya right approach lgaye ke ajeeb bhi naa lgge…mera dimag nii kaam kr rha tha uss time or m usse ajeeb ajeeb approaches bole jau ki ase krte h vse karte h….i was literally about to text you Lekin keshav ne bola abhi nahi didi…ok so fr maine story lgana shuru kra vapis se main account p….20th jan se pehle I was almost dead on my account….m sirf apne spam account p active thi….so hmne stories lgane shuru kre k shyd tum khud approach kro (ye uska idea tha) but that doesn’t worked out so usne mereko bola ek funny reel bhej do ho hoga dekha jaayega

And guess what😂 tumne text kra hey….i got mixed emotions that time…m blank bhi ho gyi thi or m 7th sky p bhi thi or Ptani Kya Kya😂 filmy line m bolu toh “tumhara ek hey ka msg dekh k dil garden garden hogya tha🫣” tumhe awkward feel naa ho baat krte time toh mne sb se pehle pucha k tumne mind toh nii kra ki mne follow kra tumhe and I guess m tumhare good books m aagyi🫠 tumne mujhse pucha do you know me? I replied maybe yeah (but the fact was yes! I knew you😂) and then you replied “maine apko janta to nhi pr dekha huya pr yad nhi kidr😅” then I though yeah maybe vhi function p but what I replied was kitta sa toh city h apna khi n khi dekha hoga🤣 uske baad bhagwan ki leela toh Dekho tumne snap p next day function ki story lgai or mujhe vo dekhne ko mili for the very first time or vhi next day Jb se hm log baat kre

Mst hum log baat kre fr…never knew itte acche friends bn jaayege and fir ekdum se mereko pta chlta h mmy log jaante h ek Dusre ko😂 even ghr k bde bhi🫠 Thora toh mereko stress hua ek baar k liye lekin fr lga it’s ok! And then fir tumhe btaya and you were also like ha it’s ok fr Kya….okay bhut story time hogya ab apne dono p aati hu😂 ok so I’m doing this for you coz I wanted to…I think ye tumhare liye first time hoga coz log itta Soch hi paate vse toh easily Jitta mne kr lia😅 vse toh mujhe as a project karna tha yeh lekin pta nahi mera mn kra usse bhi pehle m tumhare liye karun kuch…I don’t know how but you feel so so special to me🥹 Acha lgta tumse baat krke🫣chahe tum dominating ho😂(mazak m bol rhi hu) lekin fr bhi tumse baat krke naa stress dur sa ho jaata h🫠

I don’t know aage jaake Kya hone wala hai or kya nahi bas ek request krna chahugi kbhi dur naa hona yaar…pehle hi bohot tut chuki hu ab or nii tutna chahti….tere sath beetaya ek din bhi fizul nii lgta yaar…I know Thora dramatic lg rha h😭 Lekin Kya kru andr ki feelings bhr aa rhi h😭 m toh likhte time bhi emotional ho rhi hu🥹 I don’t know yaar zyada time toh nii hua hme baat krte lekin ek alg sa attachment h tere sath…baat naa ho din m ya raat m hi toh adhura adhura sa lgta🫠 aaj dil ne bola ki jo mehsoos karti ho, bina darr ke bol do...tum mere liye sirf ek insaan Nhi ho, tum vo ehsaas ho jo din ko thoda roshan aur raat ko thoda sukoon de deta hai…Jab tum baat karte ho na, lagta hai jaise duniya thodi der ke liye thehar si jati hai.…tumhari choti choti baatein, tumhara hasna, gussa karna…sab kuch mujhe apna sa lagta hai

Jb tum “goodninii” bol dete ho na, dil ekdum se smile kar leta hai…Main tumse kuch expect nahi krti, bs chahti hoon ki jo bhi ho, sach ho…Agr kbhi tumhe lage ki koi hai jo tumhe bina judge kiye samajhna chahta hai, to wo m hu…Tum jse ho, waise hi bahut special ho mere liye….Bas itna kehna tha… tum mere dil ke bahut kareeb ho❤️🧿 Kbhi kbhi m sochti hu ki tum meri life me aaye kaise… jaise bina plan ki hui prarthna swikar ho gayi ho…Maine kabhi kisi se itna connect feel nahi kiya vo bhi itta short spam m…Tumse baat karte waqt main apne saare darr bhool jati hu…Tum wo jagah ho jahan mera dil bina soche rukna chahta hai…Agar din bura bhi ho, tumhara ek message poora mood bdl deta hai

Mujhe tumhari aadat si ho gayi hai. Subah uthte hi tumhara khayal aata hai aur raat ko sone se pehle bhi. Kbhi kbhi darr lagta hai ki khi main zyada to nahi feel karne lagi, par phir lagta hai jo sach hai use chhupana kaisa…Tumhari awaaz me ek alag hi sukoon hai, jse shor bhri duniya me ek chhoti si safe jgh🥹 M perfect toh nahi hu, thodi emotional hoon, thodi ziddi bhi, par tumhare saamne main bilkul real reh pati hu..Tumne mujhe bina kahe bahut kuch sikhya h thoda hasna, thoda trust karna, aur phir se feel krna…Mujhe nahi chahiye bde bde waade, na filmi kahani..Bas itna kaafi hai ki tum mere saath sachche raho…Tumhare saath guzra hua har minute mere liye yaad ban jata hai😭❤️Shayad tumhe andaza bhi nahi ki tum kitne important ho mere liye🥹Main bas chahti hu ki kabhi tum mere dil ki khamoshi bhi sun sako🫠

Agr ek din tum dur bhi ho jao, mujhe tab bhi yaad rahega ki koi tha jisne mujhe bina kisi matlab ke special feel karaya…Par sach khu… dil chahta hai ki wo “koi” hamesha tum hi raho❤️❤️❤️Tumhe pta hai, kbhi kbhi m bina wajah muskurane lagti hu, aur phir samajh aata hai ki wajah tum ho🧿❤️🫂 Tum meri aadat bante ja rahe ho—aisi aadat jo na chodna chahti hu, na chhupa sakti hu... Jab tum apni choti choti baatein share karte ho na, mujhe lagta hai jaise tum apni duniya ka ek hissa mere haath me de dete ho, aur m usse bahut sambhal ke rakhna chahti hu🤌🏻😭Maine kbhi nahi socha tha ki koi itna kareeb aa jayega ki uske mood se mera mood jud jayega…Tum udaas hote ho to dil bhari sa lagta hai, tum haste ho to main bhi bina soche khush ho jati hu..Shayad isi ko apnapan kehte hain🫶🏻Tum mere liye sirf dost nahi ho, tum wo insaan ho jiske saath main bina mask ke reh sakti hu

Kabhi darr bhi lagta h ki kahin tumhe kho na du🥺Duniya me log milte h, bichhadte h, par mai tumhe un logon me nahi rakhna chahti jo bas yaad banke reh jaye..Dil karta hai tum samjho ki tum sirf mere “aaj” ka nahi, mere “kal” ka bhi hissa ban sakte ho…Main tumse kuch maang nahi rahi, na tumhe bandhna chahti hu..Bas itna chahti hu ki jab bhi tum thak jao, udaas ho, ya akela feel karo, tumhare paas ek naam ho jahan tum laut sako “mera” Mai tumhari har kahani sunna chahti hu, tumhare bure dino me tumhara haath banna chahti hu…Shayad main thodi zyada emotional ho rahi hu, par kya karun… tum ho hi ase😭❤️Tumne bina koshish kiye mere dil me apni jagah bana li…Agar kabhi tumhe meri feelings samajh aayein, to bas ek baar mujhe apna samajh ke dekhna…Main vaada karti hu, tumhe kabhi akela mehsoos nahi hone dungi🫂❤️

Agar kabhi tumhe lage ki tumhe koi samajhta nahi, to yaad rakhna main hu❤️mai tumhari khamoshi bhi padh leti hu.. Tum strong dikhte ho, par mujhe pata hai tumhare andar bhi ek soft sa dil hai jo care chahta hai, thoda pyaar chahta hai..aur main wo sab tumhe dena chahti hoon bina kisi gila shikva k..Bas ek chhoti si khwahish hai meri ki chahe waqt kitna bhi badal jaye, humari baatein na badlein. Agar kabhi tum mere dil me jhaank sako na, to dekhoge wahan sirf ek hi naam likha hai… tumhara❤️🫂💋Ek baat sach bolun? Tumse milne se pehle mujhe lagta tha main theek hu, mujhe kisi ki zaroorat nahi. Par tum aaye to samajh aaya ki dil kitna khaali tha…Tumne bina koshish kiye mere andar wo jagah bhar di jahan pehle sirf khamoshi rehti thi…Ab din tumhare khayal se shuru hota hai aur raat tumhari baaton pe rukti hai. Main tumhe paane ki zid nahi kar rahi, bas itna chahti hoon ki jo mehsoos karti hu wo tum tak pahunch jaye…Shayad ye sirf meri himmat ki aakhri seedhi hai—ki keh doon tum mere liye sirf ek insaan nahi, tum wo ehsaas ho jisse main bhagna bhi chahun to bhaag nahi sakti🧿❤️🤌🏻

Kbhi kbhi lagta hai ki meri zindagi ke kuch raaste tum tak aane ke liye hi bane the, Ashmit…jse dil ko tumhari aadat si ho gayi ho, bina wajah, bina shor ke…Tumse baat karna sirf baat karna nahi hota…jaise din bhar ki thakaan ko sukoon mil jata hai, aur dil ko ek ajeeb si shanti milti hai…Main keh nahi paati, par tumhari presence meri duniya ko halka sa roshan kar deti hai…aur jab tum paas hote ho toh sab kuch thoda zyada khoobsurat lagne lagta hai…Pta nahi tumhe ehsaas hota hai ya nahi, Ashmit…par meri duaon mein ab sirf meri khushi nahi, tum bhi shamil ho❤️🧿 tumhari muskurahat meri khushi ban chuki hai…kbhi kbhi sochti hu…agar zindagi ek safar hai, toh kuch log bs raste mein milte hain, aur kuch log vo hote hai jinke saath chalna hi safar ko khoobsurat bana deta hai…Aur agar kabhi tumhe lage ki koi tumhe bina kahe samajh sakta hai…toh shyd vo main hoon…aur agar kabhi tumhe kisi ka haath pakad kar zindagi chalni ho… toh dekhna, mera haath wahi hoga… tumhare paas❤️ Tum ho toh sab hai, Ashmit… love you, my cutie❤️😘 Made with ❤️ for Ashmit & He patented and © copyright by and for Mannat